Friday 2 January 2009

2008

This year has been quite the year. Professionally....nothing has happened, but I have learned a lot about myself. If anything, this year has been a learning experience about feelings for me....for sentimental issues. Some of my friendships have fallen apart and some have not....through thick and thin. The year started off as a rollercoaster....then it evened out and became more stable. So to speak. It is hard to say (er...type) this, but I am in love. I never ever thought I would say that. Not only that, but we are best friends. I feel like I've known him forever. I can imagine him when he was little, I can imagine him when he's old. I feel at ease...spiritually. Now I think that I am waiting and ready for a new adventure (while this one continues).

I am thinking that my trip this Summer to the Dominican Republic will be part of that adventure. Rodolfo wants to not only introduce me to his family (and meet his son), but he wants to show me everything and every place in his country. The schools he went to. The towns he's moved to. The places he's traveled. The rivers, beaches, mountains. Everything.

The only thing I am disappointed in is my career. I have been the most determined, driven, and career oriented person all of my life. I feel like I've put that on the back burner this past year and it is there in the back of my mind. I'm not sure what I want to do.

For ths new year I have few desires. I wish for good health and happiness. I wish the same for all my friends and family.

Resolutions?

Continue to work on being more trusting. Continue to work on my temper. To try and make a career move. I am not going to say that I am going to do anything, but rather try. I don't want any disappointment.

"I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day." ~Elwyn Brooks White